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[spacefloozy]

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Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[Thor starts crying too.]

Fuck...

[He hugs her so tightly.]

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

I hate you, you great big lug. I hate you so much.

[ hits him with a fist, but it's weak and barely a pat, and the way she's not letting him move away, the way she's still clinging on as tightly as she can makes it obvious she's doesn't actually mean it that way. ]

Why do you always do this to me? I can't-- I cant--

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[why would you say that to thor??????????]

Don't say that... fuck, I love you so much, I love you. We're perfect together. damn you.... We're perfect.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

Why aren't I ever enough?

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

What...?

Do you mean, why are you not my only love?

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ smacks him again ]

Of course not. To restrict you is to destroy you, I knew that. I've always known that. You are who you are, with too much love to give.

[ tony was like that too. just because she's accepted it doesn't mean she has to like it but that's not the point rn ]

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[Thor breathes out, shaking his head.]

I know you know that... Though both of us are jealous, both of us will always be drawn to others. Have you any idea of the fantasies I've had, of the two of us, the royalty of Asgard, presenting one another with the loves we've found in our adventures? Sharing all we conquer, knowing we will be viciously jealous and yet desperate to taste each other's favourite loves.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ presses a kiss to Thor's jaw, sighing ]

I'm sure. But I don't think I could ever bear to see you with another. Knowing is one thing, but...

Do you remember, back in Quiet Mounds... That night we shared Tony? I couldn't... I didn't know whose eyes I wanted to gouge out more--yours or his. Or if it'd be easier to tear the heart out of my own breast. It was lovely and brilliant, but I-- I'm a viscious, cruel creature, and I hate to share.

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[Thor shivers, quiet while he listens to Loki's words.]

I don't know, Loki... I just love you so completely. I want to share all I experience with you. And I so love experiencing the people we share this world with. I just want all I care about to be yours too, you fool... It's not half as fun if I can't imagine how you would love them too.

I-- I hardly even imagine any moment without you there too, anymore.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ she has to swallow back the instinctive response, the venomous challenge she wants to spit out, and instead, runs her fingers through his hair, scratching lightly at his scalp ]

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[oh cool that means babble right]

That's the thing, Loki. I don't want to live without you. Everything in this world, I just want to share it with you. All the beauty, all the blood. We were born to be a chord played together, my love.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

I'm a point of familiarity in an uncertain future. I know that.

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

You think yourself so easily lost.

I'd rather stay dead than live without you.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

Don't you dare.

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[he kisses her throat, strokes his hands up her hips and grinds.]

I see no reason to imagine a life without you... do you hear me? I'm not interested.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ her head falls back on a shaky moan, thighs tightening briefly around him ]

That's, haaah, cheating.

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[Rough and with certainty]

That's honesty.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

Don't give me false hope. You're not in the habit of lying to me; don't start now.

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

what false hope! You're the one who gives me helping after helping of that, and yet here I am. Can't that mean something?

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

I'm the god of lies, Thor. I lie. Yet, I'm not lying right now. Can't that be enough?

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[He cups her face, and kisses her, warm and soft.]

Of course...

It doesn't have to be so dramatic, Loki... but every time you doubt me, I will prove my devotion to you.

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ whines softly, trying to make the kiss harsher because that's what she needs, what she wants--she wants to hurt ]

I don't doubt you. I don't-- I don't.

[ is she trying to convince him or herself tho ]

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[ow. ow, hey. ow. Thor growls and nuzzles his face into Lokis neck, and then he opens his mouth against her throat and licks and bites her.]

Re: Thor

[spacefloozy]

[ yelps, her back arching up and then she melts back down with a groan, a sob ]

Brother...

Re: Thor

[aahiyaaaaaa_ah]

[yeah u like that don't you. Thor simmers with satisfaction.]

And your promised husband, Loki Odinson.